Update.

So, I've been on spring break for the past week, and not only has it been the most relaxing week ever... it's also just brought new surprises.

I've become more independent, as it goes with friends. I finally realize completely that I don't need most of the friends I've had. I've also gotten closer to others who are now new friends.

The biggest surprise this break is the fact that we're supposed to move again.[what? again?] I don't mind at all. I don't have any life long friendships at Stratford anyways. I don't have any friends in my neighborhood and don't even care for the living space we have. I guess I just got used to the living arrangements and feeling horrible everyday at school. Then I actually made friends and their all good friends, just not 'real' friendships. And using that term, I mean that I haven't made any relationships at Stratford to where I hangout with them outside of school, and I probably won't miss them when I leave.

I know God has a bigger and better plan for me. And moving makes sense to me. Everytime that we move I get closer to God. I get farther away from my relying on others and I begin to rely on God more. I know that the first time I moved I was pretty upset. I was leaving my best friends and just the simplicity of life there. But... I wasn't relying on God and I wasn't in a good place. I almost can't wait to see what goes on.

If we do move, we're moving to Johns Island. Apparently Johns Island schools suck so we'd have to go to schools on James Island. [I'd attend James Island Charter High School] or I could be home schooled, which doesn't sound too bad to me since I hate school.

Probably the weirdest part of it all will be going to a new church, if we do in fact go to a new church. I've attended Grace Fellowship for half my life. And though I've wanted to go to a new church, to have a youth group... I just don't know how it is to go to another church. I'll probably have to start dressing up. D: lol...

Well. the point is... I'm moving. But this time I'm leaning on God and not myself so it's all good [:

for, "Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved." - Romans 10:13

For as in Adam all die, so in Christ all will be made alive. - 1 Corinthians 15:22

The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. He is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance. - 2 Peter 3:9