BLAHHH.

I've slacked off, I'm sorry :/
Though... no one really cares. lol. oh well.
Anyways...


This week has been rough. I haven't had any sleep, like, at all. Except for the moments I have when I get home, which don't help, since when I wake up I end up staying up all night. I hate this right now. I'm really like... anxious. Weird huh? I don't know.
I haven't read the bible much.
I haven't prayed much.
My brain is dead.

I'm sure I'm just having a bad week or two... I'm fine, though, in my faith. I know Gods here for me and that I should be giving more but I'm just too tired and when I am praying and reading I just feel like I'm not really there anyways, so... I know this all will get better.

Schools okay. Especially since its the last few days of first semester. I'm excited for next semester, but it also makes me feel awkward and anxious.

I'm sad that everyones pretty much moving on with out me, but I guess like I always said, I'm the one that was most dedicated and apparently not there.


Whatever.
I'm too tired to be in a good mood.
I'll write later and hopefully will be rested up enough to have compassion or give a crap.
ttyl.