Revival tonight :]

I was freaking all day because I changed my song this morning to One Touch by Nicole C. Mullen instead. I practiced all day, and though I think my performance was less than spectacular, everyone else disagrees. I guess I kind of got lost in God for a lot of it and I also forgot some words because I was so nervous. I was sweating up the wazoo and twitching some. lol. But everyone said I did an amazing job, and were suprised by how talented I am. But my favorite comment was from the pastors wife at Summerville church, she told me that "I did an amazing job, to keep singing for Jesus, and that I was annointed." I wanted to hug her. Isn't that the best compliment in the world? Geez.

The night was lovely. Just... plain out lovely. I sat with Elizabeth [Pangalangan] and the rest of the youth. She is just amazing! I never really appreciated her the way I do now. 'Gossip' haha. And I met her boyfriend Taylor, and a nice girl Faith that goes to Stratford high. And also I saw Wesly :} which was nice.

The sermon was about Holiness and how we've been taking the pursuit of holiness out of things. Like, we forget that we can't be intament with God without being holy. We have to pursue holiness and to sin less and be more holy to be close to God. It was a pretty moving sermon and I loved the entire thing.

Going to that church tonight opened my eyes. I mean, I've been to Camp Agape so I'm used to praise and worship like that, but... I didn't really know people praised like that at churches, and according to Elizabeth its always like that. It was amazing to me. So, I'm praying that I can either go to that church because I feel so, invited, and loved, and I can feel Gods power there. Or... for God to just lead me in the direction he wants me to go... even if its staying where I'm at. I have to do something, I'm sick of not looking forward to church, and not having a youth group.

I'm so thankful for God. Really... he is beyond amazing and I just... am so consumed in his love.
I hope that I can get more intament with God. I hope that I can be more useful to him.

I don't know what I'm supposed to be used for, though others think its my voice... I'm not so sure.


I don't know.
But... God Bless, and thankyou for reading :]